what do i write? how can i even know. it is M a b o n & i am still in love w you
i have not heard a word from my husband catfish since i first heard he started TM
i made many jokes naughty else corny about what TM could’ve stood for bfore winking
at his new meditation regimen, i am trying
to keep the beat. it is second harvest already, katie and i haven’t named where we are going,
or in fact if we are going somewhere, if no, it will be the first samhain proper i spend alone in the woods, that ol purple patch grey smoke shadder, that grey brown mauve done P I Iiiiink I write a letter to mandy whthfhhh grl about cash in my head, i come see you in the dark, i take a picture of autumn’s first crescent nearing to quarter moon going down over the 90 bridge, i hope you still got us the cabin, i am in love with you as the day is long~
on labor day this year you bring me to splash mountain, the first ride we go some epic drop i ride with you and that is how it feels to love you, so wild and belly falling when i least expect it. you stir me, your temper haunts me your energy and effort keeps re setting my own pace, it is good, it is steady for us, there is love
i am glad you are learning to manage your business, it is a trip and such art of the american story i am glad to sew it to sew into its primary fabric, to at least give or take a stitch.
anyhow it is Mabon. theMorrigan come for me, again, known this or First Time, since first i realized it did, this is 2003, i was still a kid…at least that’s what 26 is now, to me
so it Goes~
come, Death Goddess, may they continueonward, blind or tripped by their hubris or own trickery–any and all ill contempt of the Sacred Mystery of the 3, by 3, by 3
may genocide end
may cultural genocide end
may exploitation of child bodies end
may sexual abuse of female bodies, of child bodies, of any and all violent ends end
may exploitation end. may exploitation end may violent exploitation of sex end. may neglect and abuse of needs emotional, mental, and spiritual end. may health be a basic safety right for all people, may commodification of labor sources at unlivable wages be seen as the violence it is, may women’s health be proctored by women for women, may your identification be honored bc your story is valid not bc of politicin. may the mindless exploitation of the earth and earth’s precious resources end earth may emotional violence on one another end. may emotional bodies be valued by all or no gender and all spaces in between. may emotional bodies be valued. may male emotions be valued. may emotional violence on one another end. may male violence be healed. may domestic and child and sexual violence end. may domestic and child and sexual violence end. may domestic and child and sexual violence end. may racial violence end. may racial violence end. may violent police states occupying communities end may violent police states occupying communities end may violent institutional denial be dissected and undone may institutional violence be undone may institutional violence be undone may the institution of violence be undone. stop hating black people. may we each find our own roots and feet and own heart beat. may we follow our rhythm, our source our truth. may we keep the beat~happy mabon, may it be true. it’s 2020, do we finally fuckn SEE
KdadaB 